Before or at birth

Hostility or coldness

Physical pain and trauma
Death by torture for certain spiritual beliefs

Existential terror

Vacates physical body
Splits, twists energy - consciousness
Spends much time in spiritual realms

I have no right to exist

I'll live without feeling my body and contact the world through my ideas

Intellectualizing, spiritualizing, withdrawal

I will be special

My life is my mind, my thought, and my specialness; I can live through them

I will be annihilated

Holding together in the joints, neck and diaphragm, spinal twisting and frightened or split eyes

Never develops strong outer boundary for aura
Weak boundaries penetrated easily by others
Twist in energy field reflected as scoliosis
Spine weakness, head tilted to the side
Weak sensitive body, especially wrists/ankles
Lower levels of auric field not strong or developed
Avoids individual process of incarnation - no clear experience of individuated God within
Does not experience the moment of time that is now

I have a right to be

Elongation
Right/Left Imbalances

Block at neck and base of skull
Feeling of extremities not carrying full energy
Weak joints, especially wrists and ankles
Uncoordinated

Cold hands/feet, especially at prospect of contact

Withdraws energy inward
Core made small, not able to expand it out

Withdrawal
Porcupine
Beside himself
"Screen" of confusion or hostility

Strong spiritual connection
Deep sense of profound purposes of life
Highly developed intuition, psychic abilities
Seeks to bring spiritual into matter
Sensitive to "vibes" of a situation
Creative
Imaginative
Rich fantasy life